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Dylan, Phil, Ashes, Karma & male friend (name still unknown.. yet), Rosie, Stella, Augi, Nell, Jack, James, Maze, Kobe, Regin, Hrodger, Page, Grant, Ru, Teagen, Dale, Erika.. I need to keep writing names down.. already some that I have not seen since first meeting them.. Like Augi, Nell, Jack.. though I did learn some new ones since the last time I listed them.. Dane, Taylor, Mark, Kendall..

I have not written anything in awhile.. has not been much worth me writing lately though. Mostly been trying to make plans and calculations, but I get to a point where I draw a blank.. I cannot decide possible prices, because I do not know what I will have to work with.. or whether anyone actually will buy it.. drying out meats only goes so far for taste.. and getting salt? Forget it.. am I wasting my time with this?

No.. I cannot think like that. I am not wasting my time. In this world, there is no such thing.. I am finding a way to be useful.. a bigger reason to stay.. I’m still worried about slipping up again.. this is not the place for him.. or maybe it is? He always protected me, even if I don’t like how he does things.. in some respects, he is better than me. He knows it too. I gotta stop thinking about him..

Finally gave in and stopped avoiding getting the mandatory physical.. I’ve been here on the island.. a couple weeks at least.. realized with how much I have spent time in the woods in the rain for hours, a slight sniffle or sneeze could get me shot as a precaution, so I went to see Maze at the AES to get it over and done with.

Oh, and I need to stop by and visit Grant again, about joining the Watchmen, off the books. Figure they could use all the help they can get, and I did volunteer myself to aid their cause.. now I just need to make it official. That aside, time to put the list of who I know.. No more listing people I have not learned the names of. Just the ones I know.

Dylan, Phil, Ashes, Karma, Rosie, Stella, Augi, Nell, Jack, James, Maze, Kobe, Regin, Hrodger, Page, Grant, Ru, Teagen, Dale, Erika, Dane, Taylor, Mark, Kendall.

I cannot help but wonder what happens to people when they leave a group and go off on their own.. how many of them are still alive, how many died somewhere.. how far they got to the next community.. though in truth, sometimes I personally wouldnt mind handing some people to the infected bound and defenseless..