So…I finally found a settlement to live at but for how long? How long until the infected manages to wipe out this settlement like the one I was at with my brother. I hope he’s still alive…Maybe I can join a group of survivors at the settlement here so even if it goes all to shit I can rely on them for help or if I have to I can use them for to defend myself against the zombies…but my God how can I think on doing that? Maybe…I shouldn’t be allowed to live anymore…After losing my daughter and my husband something changed in me. I became heartless. I lost all my family…if my brother Finn was still alive maybe I would of been the same…but I don’t think i’m that different to those undead monsters anymore…