Dear Diary,

I apologize it has been so long since I have given you much needed affection. I have been swamped with all the things to keep my mind busy. There have been sooo many developments that I do not know where to begin.  I guess the biggest is the fact that Dad.. if I can even call him that anymore… well I had to… put him down after Zom’s caught him. I know he was trying to protect us but after so much hurt one final act of bravery doesn’t erase the years of pain he inflicted.. Oh well… it fucked me up in the head hard and I spent quite a few days drunk and high. Not exactly the glamorous life of an intended doctor huh?!

Anyways… oh yeah there is this Tristan guy that whacked his head good and now shows TWO distinct personalities. His lesser personality or non-dominant calls himself Throm. I kind of intentionally pushed him out during an exam on Tristan’s condition. Throm is very Tarzan like. He speaks in small sentences like a child, half of which I don’t fully understand. Oh and apparently Throm has taken a liking to my sister. *shakes her head* She always did have a thing for wild men.

Oh yeah and the shop, we’ve had some business already, its been a little slow but still being new ya kind of expect that I guess. I don’t know. I know I’ve gotten a good impression on Dale of the S-mart. With her contacts to people I am sure things will pick up… oh that reminds me I need to find this Dr Nate something or other… seem to keep missing him.

As far as my romantic life goes- it is cobwebs. Straight up cobwebs. Perhaps that will change. I am intending to celebrate Christmas even in this gloomy existence I now find myself in. Why, well because I need a little brightness, a little shine, and maybe just maybe a shred of normalcy?!?!?!