well here , as he I am sitting in a bar writing this journal entry, i’m awaiting to see if the pub has any one working the bar today, as i’m dehydrated and their the only ones I trust to give me the water I need, I still need to give a fuel can to miss kitten berne. god I hope josh is alright, and I seem to have fallen for the pub owner, she is an amazing lady and well I hope that she and I will be good friends for the years to come. but I will continue to search for my younger brother josh as he will most likely need help