I….came back to the town again….crazy right? I guess….because there are people I care about….like Jake….and Ronan…..

And her….

The one whole stole my heart and shattered it….

I…..I want to see her again….but it won’t be the same….I know it won’t be….I was a coward….and ran….

Look at me….writing this down a scrappy piece of paper like some teenage high school girl with a crush on the most popular guy in school….but I guess it’s nice….lets me get my thoughts and feelings out….

I better stop….at least for now….my tears are smudging the page.