I won’t lie…

I am feeling really scared, worried.. Maybe its cause before I came to Arklay my group left me behind with 50 other zombies.. I most likely wouldn’t have lived if it wasn’t for a truck that came flying down the road next to the camp.. It scared a good amount of zombies away… got a away from the 10 that were left.

Then after 3 days of feeling like shit cause my group left me.. your was dead.. not sure.. I found Arklay.. just like my group wanted.. when I arrived I found Seth.. a young 19 year old boy.. He told me that he was heading up to the hospital I was more then welcome to come along with him..

Me being lied to my whole life by my mom.. and dad.. watching zeds each them alive before finding my group… was unsure if this was a set up or not.. I made sure my crossbow was loaded and took a chance and walked with him.. we both didn’t talk until we got there..

Seth saw two people in one of the rooms in the hospital. He walked in and seen a man and a woman.. the guy had a cut on his arm.. Seth was the one who did most of the talking.. I was shy only said about 2 or 3 word.. I mean could you blame me?

We walked around the hospital looking for supplies for the hurt man.. Who was named Rusty.. and the girl was Lily.. The next day Seth went out to supplies and got hurt.. he almost died that night but he didn’t cause those same people Rusty and Lily… saved his life.. Me and Lily sat back and made some jokes about guys always getting hurt… You know .. from that moment I think I thought of Lily as a sister… well the next day Lily Rusty and me were out looking for food… Haven’t seen Seth this at all that day..  Well we stopped by the pud for free drinks… Lily and Rusty couldn’t turn down a free drink.. I mean hey I am not a drinker but look at the world right now? I think I could manage a drink or two.

Well as we sat and drank are shit.. More people came in.. I started to feel worried and I was right to be.. there was 2 people talking about taking heads off… like each others… I walked up to Rusty and told him I wanted to go that I did not want to deal with anymore blood then I wanted to.. He knew I was right cause he grabbed Lily and left..

When Lily and Rusty came out.. they were drunk.. couldn’t even walk.. But I dragged there asses to the hospital.. When we got back I put them to bed… haha like they would sleep. I went out to get supplies after.. came back empty handed.. Came back and found Lily sick with a fever.. and was seeing things.. I remember that before at the bar she drank a strawberry drink? Liam.. said it was new..? She got sick…? But keep in mind that me and Rusty drank the same thing.. something like Vodka… Lily didn’t… Well I don’t know… I asked Rusty to go get my new friend Trip that I met at ammo shop in town just a hour before… cause no nurse were here.. I know Trip had to deal with some thing like this.. or at least his brother maybe.. well right before Rusty and Trip came back to the hospital.. a nurse came

I swear.. no one was in the hospital and I made Rusty lock to door behind him… kind of weird if you ask me.. but whatever… Lily got the help she needed I never left her bedside.. Rusty was way to worried about Lily.. I think Rusty and a thing for Lily… but you didn’t hear that from me.. anyway.. I sent Rusty and Trip outside the room so that Lily wasn’t scared that the guys would look if she took off her pants.. Lily trusted me to stay with her.. So I did.. about a good 20-30 minutes after..

Lily was better then good. She had me go get Rusty after making a joke about his walking when he was drunk… I told Rusty he can go see Lily now and told him he needed to tell her that he loves her… before something happens.. He knew I was right cause he got red in the face and sighed.. I went to bed after that..

This world.. This life… These people.. Some times I wish that they didn’t even live.. so we would never have to go throw the undead.. or what people call it now a days.. The Zombie Apocalypse..