Dear Diary or some shit like that~

Its been a long time since I’ve done something like this. Fuckers at the V.A. Always said this would help so here goes….

I have a death wish. Hell I’ve had that wish for a long time. Ever since the war, Followed by the divorce, Then all the nights hitting the bottle just to numb the pain and loss, Then when Zack decided to become the new apex predator and eat what used to be my family and whatever else got in their way. All this shit has just served to make it worse….

Then Arklay……This place Almost made me feel almost human again.

I’m not going to lie diary or whatever. I made some good friends, and one special friend….or at least I think its special. I even fell into a routine that didn’t involve alcohol. Seems like things were looking up and that Myself and those around me might be able to heal and be semi civilized….

Then as it always happens. Shit goes sideways! Some merc types run into town and start fucking up my chi in a way that is most uncool. I mean they took over a hospital! Now I put guns away a long time ago. Long before Zack Showed up and Long After. Too many dark little corners in my past associated with those. This time though Diary or whatever……This time it had to be done.

The hospital was saved. Not through heroic actions in my opinion but through luck. We caught them as they were leaving the building after already causing the damage they wanted to do. I got a face full of flash bang and a concussion for my death wish that day. This shit cannot stand though! This is my new home, my new family, or as an approximation to a new home and new family can get. Lets just hope my special friend can keep me in check.

Ive said enough for one day…..I need a drink

P.S. Fuck you Diary or whatever