I made it. Somehow against all the fucked up odds for a girl like me, I made it to the island. I just wish you could be here to see it, Eric. I have no idea what to do without you here. I was always the weak one, you were my big, strong brother who would take on the world for me, even after all the shit hit the fan.. I would never have made it a day without you, how will I now? I’m cold, scared, and alone. Those things..,they jumped on you so fast, you told me to run. Did I make the right choice that night? I can’t help but  think it’s only a matter of time before those things.. get me, too.