How long has it been? Since I laid in a bed like this… Since I had food in my belly… Since I had treatment..its been too long it seems. It feels like its been years since I’ve had this kind of comfort, even though it wasn’t that long since the world ended. I guess you can blame the days when a second felt like a minute, and a minute felt like a lifetime when it came to running for your life, something that seems to be frequent to her recently.

Strange, seems like ever since i came to Arklay my luck has been starting to run thin, she never had this much trouble with her hunting and avoiding the infected, seems like Arklay is just a hot zone for bad luck for her…Arklay Island…it was by accident that i found this place, it’s here where i have been hurt twice from hunting gone wrong, and yet, this is where i have been taking good care of. I am here in one of the rooms on the top floor of the hospital, swollen bandaged ankle that i can’t move for days. I still can’t trust them, even if some are kind and helpful, even if some remind me of my sister at first glance while others from personal experience.

So many survivors, how is it possible? weren’t they wondering if the world is ending? Are they still worry about it fully ending? in a way it kind of makes me think of what my sister would tell me…”The world only ends to the person who dies.” But the dead are walking the earth, moving, eating…if what you say is true sis then is this there form of hell? trapped in a limbo, not going back, not moving forward, will i be like them if i die…?

No…i can’t think that, my world hasn’t ended yet, despite going through shit before and after the Outbreak…despite trying to end it with my own hands and failing..i’m still here, still breathing…And I’ve decided to live…i’ve decided to give this city a shot..for now at least. i’ll write down each day I stay here in Arklay City, preparing myself, waiting for my ankle to heal, gathering supplies…fight my inner demons while fighting the demons outside roaming in the woods, because once i’m ready to leave, i’m going to continue searching for you Sis…hoping…wondering if you are hiding in a ditch somewhere or stuck in a trunk of a car, or worse…Are you still alive out there sis? has your world already ended?….