siting in my apartment above the store high as as kite I think back to some crazy event and the scene runs through my mind and I decide to jot it down in great detail

[05:15] Kitten Berne stammers a bit “am I crazy I see a dead Person” shaking her head Simon was right she was losing it

05:15] Liam (DECEASED AND OOC) angrily points at Kitten. “You killed me!”

[05:18] Kitten Berne shakes her head “yeah only cause I was let with no choice ” thinking she has totally lost it and anyone seeing her would want to throw her in quarantine as she was hallucinating

[05:19] Liam (DECEASED AND OOC) sits on the bench, watching Kitten. He was just a figment of her imagination but in that case he could do what he wanted to. He puts his head down in his hands, watching the world he left. “I wish I could have stayed around”

[05:22] Kitten Berne sighs “you are not the only one ” shaking her head she knew it was nuts probably just something her mind had come up with to deal with the grief but she ran with it “so why are you here ?”

[05:25] Liam – Kitten’s Hallucination weeps a bit. “Was it neccessary for me to die?”

[05:26] Kitten Berne sighs “I wish not I honesty do but there was nothing I could do or anyone else since the cure was destroyed ”

[05:28] Liam – Kitten’s Hallucination sighs. He hated watching from afar. He knew he shouldnt even be showing himself to her now. He’s supposed to be gone and lost. “For what it’s worth it didn’t hurt. The bite hurt, but the bullet didnt”

[05:31] ℱαяяάħ Ｔαє (ghostlykyfara) scratches her head and takes a little step back ” soooooo… just out of morbid curiosity… you ehh… got any recent zombie wounds..?? ”

[05:34] Kitten Berne nods “yeah well I am glad for that ” sighs what would people think that she had just lost her mind or was infected looking to Elena “no why ” shaking her her head I am not infected nut maybe but not infected I would put a gun to my own head and pull the trigger if that was the case ” before turning back to the ghost “I am a good shot it helps I guess ” shaking her head this is nut just nuts

[05:35] Liam – Kitten’s Hallucination nods. “Its dark here. I don’t know how else to describe it. It’s dark and cold. I want to come home.”

[05:49] ℱαяяάħ Ｔαє (ghostlykyfara) raises a brow ” okay… then mind telling me who in the bloody cow you’re talking too, you’re freaking me out..” she looked around the diner awkwardly

05:51] Kitten Berne shakes her head” I wish I could help you I really do ” sighs again ” I can’t though I did my best I really wish I could change the past but it is beyond my powers ” shaking her head she had lost her mind was this some bad trip or was the grief just so much that it was the cause shaking her head I know this is going to sounds nuts but a dead friend the one I killed ”

[05:52] Liam – Kitten’s Hallucination nods. “Don’t beat yourself up. I trust you did what was needed and I think I told you too. I’d give anything to have some time back. How’s Del?

[05:59] ℱαяяάħ Ｔαє (ghostlykyfara) frowns ” you’re… talking to dead people now?…. ” Now she had seen everything ” … that venison I gave your husband… was it bad?” she didn’t know what to think… hallucinations were common with infected… but there were no visible wounds

[06:00] Kitten Berne sighs and nods “yeah I know ” shaking her head “umm I don’t know I have not seen her ” sighs “I don’t know what happened to her wither she is dead or just took off or what ” shaking her head “I don’t think so and I swear I am not infected nuts is a good possibility.

[06:00] Kitten Berne sighs and nods “yeah I know ” shaking her head “umm I don’t know I have not seen her ” sighs “I don’t know what happened to her wither she is dead or just took off or what ” shaking her head “I don’t think so and I swear I am not infected nuts is a good possibility ”

[06:02] Liam – Kitten’s Hallucination sighs. Del was someone he’d wished he’d seen that day. “If you see her, tell her I love her..” He had tears forming in his eyes, much to his surprise. He didn’t know he could still cry. “You know what the good thing is? I got my eye back.”

[06:06] Kitten Berne shakes her head she had to have lost her mind but she was running with it or the sake of not wanting to admit to her self that she might have lost her mind nodding “sure thing there man and yeah but a hell of a trade off ”

[06:08] Liam – Kitten’s Hallucination laughs. “Gotta take the good with the bad I guess.” His face goes solemn once again. “I should have gone to hospital. Toughed it out. I could still be here.”

[06:11] Kitten Berne shakes her head “and done what killed others” shaking her head “you know as well as I do the infection would have taken you in a mater of days ” you would have suffered greatly only to die and reanimate and possibly kill those you cared for ”

[06:11] Liam – Kitten’s Hallucination could feel himself getting worked up. He stands up slamming his fists on the table. “It was too soon!”

[06:14] Kitten Berne nods “yes you did get a raw cut in life you got the short end of the stick what can I say damn it ” shaking her head ” you think I enjoyed having to kill you it nearly destroyed me for Christ sakes I am standing here talking to a ghost or a figment of my own mind ”

[06:16] Liam – Kitten’s Hallucination sighs. “I never got to say goodbye to Del….” He was hurting, even now. He never thought that death would be physically painful from someone other than the cause. “Has i gone to hospital, i might have seen her again.”

[06:19] Kitten Berne sighs “I doubt it ” shaking her head “she was missing well before you died ” god she had she truly lost it or was this normal she was not sure but decided to let it run it course

[06:20] Liam – Kitten’s Hallucination sighs…”How many people know you killed me? I hope you told people I was dead already before hand.”

[06:24] Kitten Berne nods “I have told those I have had a chance to and that would care ” sighs “but I am just lost on top of losing you I lost one of my daughters ” shaking her head what next would she be talking to her ghost

[06:24] Liam – Kitten’s Hallucination looks at her. “Which daughter?”

[06:29] Kitten Berne looks at him shaking her head seeing him covered in blood now “the second one not beth but te other one ” crying now it was almost too much for her to take “please at least go bak to the other form” shaking her head “please I can’t see you like this ”

[06:30] Liam – Kitten’s Hallucination shakes his head. “I have no control over how i look.” He really didn’t his time for the day was coming fo an end. He’d shown himself long enough. He coughs a bit, blood coming from his mouth with each one. “I’m soon to be gone Kitten.”

[06:33] Kitten Berne nods “well I understand ” wiping her eyes “i am sorry it ended like this for you ” figuring she was nuts anyways she attempted to reach out and give the bloody figure one last hug if it was just in her head there was no danger and hell maybe it would do her some good
[06:36] Kitten Berne smiles and nods “thank you I will try ” sighs and shakes her head “I wish I could have given you more ” as she pulls away form the hug and see him fading

[06:37] Liam – Kitten’s Hallucination smiles still, a tear in his eye. “I love ya sis. And its okay. Everything is going to be okay. You be strong and you survive, for me. for the people you care about.”
[06:38] Kitten Berne smiles and wipes his tears and her own away “ok love you too and will do ”

[06:39] Liam – Kitten’s Hallucination pulls back, feeling himself fading. “Take care of yourself and always remember its okay…”

[06:40] Kitten Berne nods “will do ” as he fades she shakes her head not sure why or what happened but it happened so I am not sure if I am crazy or if it is the effects of mixing powdered flesh from the infected with weed  but this happened to me and I just had to write it down