Dear Diary

So, things got heated at the dollhouse earlier and i ended up throwing my job out the window. Oh well, guess i’ll work on my own on the streets.

I also got a job as a hospital nurse and I like it. i get to help folks and sleep when not needed, its comforting but i think im finding too much time on my hands. I need to find things to keep preoccupied….

I went to a dinner today, a thanksgiving dinner to enjoy the company of others and well, was told there was free food! turns out the zombies had planned it and attacked us! thank god for tristan, he got me out of there in the neck of time! man, i thought the town was safe! from now on, i’ll grab the free food but i aint stayin, nope! im gonna grab it and GO!

oh…. i met someone. his name we will keep it a secret and man, well, he’s cute, and nice!  took him forever to get a clue bout what i wanted but now, man he’s turned me into a school girl! ugh!!

i guess this is the life right? i mean the town being over run during celebrations, liking someone? working hard? least i can do is not think and ruin things. I need to make money and right now, is not the time to deal with the death and loss that i had to deal with. Now is the time to work! we’ll see how everything else goes. Maybe tomorrow it will be better, maybe tomorrow things will be like they were before the outbreak, id wake up in my bed wi- no! not happening! tomorrow is the same as today. i need to stay in doors when not working the streets and stay working. no more thinking the past will come cuz it aint. it wont.

bye diary.