Well iv found my family and been in arkley for a couple of weeks now. Things seem to be moving pretty quickly for our family. New faces popping up as family on a semi regular basis. Our cozy little 3 bedroom house is now stuffed to the brim with people living there. “family” whats in the word?? To me it is someone who is THERE for you when you need them to be. As far as I’m concerned my family consist of Dad, Aunt Sin, Uncle Ringo, my twin and AJ. Everyone else is just another body in the house of who I hardly know. As far as I’m concerned it will stay that way. After the last 2 weeks of events my nice friendly outgoing personality is gone. If you want in with me you have to prove it. Trust is earned not given especially in this day an age.

Further more My sister… *she cries a little* my sister what do I do?? How can I help her through this? This is big really big. She needs me as I need her. especially right now after our last conversation. *sighs* this is HUGE. I just hope that everything, everyone is understanding with it. as for now I seem to be locked up at home or the Dollhouse. Iv been told to not go anywhere that it is for my own good and to keep me safe. I’m really not happy about it but what can I do>> Fight with me dad??? nooo because he likes to fight……….   I also know there a secrets being hidden from me and probably everyone. Secrets that I’m sure would tear the family apart.  *sighs and goes back to my ” jail” *