Dear Diary,

I am giving into this world. I have tried to fight for my sanity, tried to fight from the pain that tarnished my world and I can’t fight anymore, I have no fight left. So I lay down onto thee my troubles I can no longer bare. My addictions, my sufferings, my loses, I take these from me and leave them with you.

Tonight diary, I will be asleep at peace. a nice needed sleep is what is called for.

I remember it all in slow motion. I remember smashing the pills and using a makeshift straw, the rush was, indescribable! I felt the room spin as I passed out onto the floor, my nostrils burnt til I was out cold. Then someone came, woke me from the peaceful sleep. Only when i woke I was in a daze. I wasn’t where I had fallen asleep at earlier, or was i? He helped me stand and brought me into the hospital, saying they will look over me and took my other 2 pain killers. Coming down from my high, I feel annoyed. I didn’t take enough to sleep, next time…. that will be different.

Bye Diary.