Dear Diary,

My plan did not work at all! ugh! I tried to go peacefully but I was found on the ATC floor. Now i’m locked in the hospital as the drugs leave me. The pain is unbearable, my body is screaming at me to get a fix. But i can’t, i just… Diary i pissed someone off with doing what i did, and the worst part is I can’t even tell him what i did. He thinks I was chasing a high, if only he knew what I had attempted to do…

I just hope the worst is gone, my body aches and I am emotionally and physically exhausted. I’m praying sleep comes soon but i have a feeling sleep won’t be here for a while yet. Diary, what have i done??

I guess for now i wait it out, maybe today will be a better day.

Bye Diary