I heard it was New Years Eve today and I realized that I missed Christmas.  I don’t remember when I lost track of what day it was, or which month.  I remember how important Christmas was though… Halloween too.

My birthday.  Wow… I guess it’s winter time, because it’s cold.  Well, duh stupid, of course it’s winter.  If it really is New Years Eve.  I just been sitting here pickin blood and shit out from under my fingernails for the last hour staring at some horses and it dawned on me that.. one day we might not even have a calendar of dates anymore.

Who is going to keep on keeping track of just what day it is.  Everyone dies so fast, nobody keeps track of anything anymore.  In another few years I wont even know how old I am.  If I even make it that long.

On the upside, I think I made a good impression with the big guy.  I fixed him up just like I said I could and so far he didn’t die.  Instead he gave me some water and said I could crash at his place if I wanted.  I don’t think his ole lady likes me though.