Another day same as before . Svenja just doesnt understand I am not a people person . She brought me to the Eights met this hick who can hardly speak English ..he runs the place. She almost forced me to ask for a job..then we got into a little fight me and Svenja ..guess she didnt like that I told the guy I didnt want her out alone on some fucking scavenger hunt.

Needless to say she acted like an 18 year old and got pissy ..I just shut up the guy im sure understands that if anything happens to her in his watch ill burn that fucking place to the ground with everyone in it! Hey i cant help if I care for the girl hell she is not only beautiful but she makes me smile ..so fuck it I yielded .

Its been a few days I havent seen her that much but we went for a little sight seeing romp ..I was happy to find my old shed still intact and unlooted ..I had a few things out there . Svenjas been working hard and I know I pushed her hard so I let her have a little break near the lakeside ..even made a fire ..place is pretty safe and hard to get too so I let her let her guard down. Well …I dont speak of things that happen when a man and a woman are alone who care for each other but it was a nice day.

Now we are back in town I hate it here I just look at these self adsorbed wastes..shes selfish humans ..whore houses and tattoo parlors and there are fucking dead walking about and they worry about whore houses booze and tattoos. Sometimes I think I should have just took Svenja in to the woods and found a nice place to stay away from these ..people..it wouldnt work shes so happy now being around more than just my sour puss ..