I found an old notebook, even though I suppose I should be looking for more useful stuff. All in good time?

I got a job too, which will make settling in easier. I’m hoping to not scare anyone away with my awkwardness, everything is so weird, fuck, even holding this pen hurts my grip, as if I have never done it before.

Maybe its a good sign when there is pain.means something is there?

The owner of the pub seems …nice. Once upon a time, it would a word that meant jack shit ,but now? Rare trait indeed. No one is nice. Nothing is nice.