We joined the hospital again today, i know we said we wouldn’t but helping people is in our blood. How can we not? Maybe it will go better this time, maybe things in town isn’t as bad as it used to be. We won’t know till we try right?  At any rate, its where we met.. in this run down dirty E.R… HE says it will be different cause this time … this time we are together.. surely hes just running high off of our relationship vibes, any everything feels and looks better when your in love. But, will it really be? I guess i should stop worrying about everything, i can’t help it.. its just the way i’m wired… But i worry about his happiness this time around. I worry about how we are gonna survive this time… Things are very different yes.. this time it feels as if i’m here as a team… and not just here.. perhaps together we can make it in this town.. only thing you can do in this day and age.. I mean how different is what we are doing now different then what we would be doing in the normal world before all this ??? If the world didn’t end our lives would be fill of jobs to feed ourselves , family and getting out home together.. This world we have to find jobs to feed ourselves…much the time we gotta find the food to feed ourselves with as well!!!  we are our own family.. ya know we are all we got.. its still important if not more so.. and we got our home, the little shack on the beach.. we found a bunch of run down couches.. a broken TV.. it doesn’t work but it gives it that extra touch… a lamp that works when we have gas for the old generator we got outside the shack.. and a dirty mattress.. its not much.. but its home.. our home. So we are gonna make the most out of it. We are gonna work for money to get started in town. We are gonna make friends.. help people… maybe make a difference for people this time around. Luckily i kept all of my old guns.. so hunting isn’t so hard..  water and stuffs still in the same places .. digging through this trash is still crap.. came up with nothing at all twice today.. maybe my luck is crap.