I have been taking time out of my routine to get some rest at the Shelter, since my last stay in the hospital. Ankle is doing better, so that is a benefit, but I still feel like there’s so much to do.. not that I need to, but yet I do.. the busier I am the less I can think about the past. I guess I’ve finally decided to let it all go, and try to look forward in this chaotic world of death.. It’s because of her.. I know it is.. but I doubt I will tell her that. Not for awhile anyhow.. Finally made some progress with my goals.. Met the person leading the Watchmen.. A fella named Grant. He reminds me of Shia LaBeouf.. Wearing a hooded jacket.. scraggly looking beard.. and arrogant, with a touch of madness.. In this world, that is a good thing, surprisingly, even if I wanted to throw him off the side of the roof for insulting my Codename.. Hell, I did not give it to myself, I earned it.. so personally I feel I would have been justified, even if it made me his enemy..

Still, that is not my goal.. I am looking to do my part, to help this community of survivors.. not make things harder for myself or others. He wants me to go meet someone at the S-Mart.. a female named Dale. Said if they will vouch for me, then I’m in.. something about it doesnt sit right with me though..

On other news, I got lucky today after leaving Grizzly Adams, and caught the person running the Pub actually there.. Page, the Pub manager I met the other day, was there too. Got some useful information about the drinks available and how much they will run me.. seems my best bet is to save up and get a crate of random liquors, and see what I can do with selling those. I keep meeting new people, but the more names I learn, the more I forget names from the past.. do I really want to lose them? Is it wrong that there is only one name I really care about now? Maybe I shouldnt think too much on it.. though I did get her something yesterday.. I hope she will like it.

Dylan, Phil, Ashes, Karma & male friend (name unknown.. yet), Rosie, Stella, Augi, Nell, Jack, James, Maze, Kobe, Regin, Hrodger, Page, Grant, Ru, Teagen, (Dale- Havent met yet).. am I forgetting any?